Toto, I have a feeling we're not in Kansas anymore.
-L.Frank Baum
I can't feel any ground beneath my feet. Irresistible anxiety is a friend for a very long time. What to do is not a relevant question anymore. Just doing without any additional thought is more relaxing. Only sometimes plans work. It's like a frequent punch in the face. I do cover myself but the point is I don't know who I am anymore therefore who to cover...
What I know is I'm taking a big step without any further warning and basically nothing for humanity yet a lot for me...
